its been a week since i reach this awful place.
i miss my mum, my dad, my sisters and my friends
i was thinking to update my blog long ago, i didn't even update on my aus trip and life at sg
but i don't fucking have the mood to do anything
i don't even have the mood to play flappy bird now or see vampire diaries
well everybody is calling me to make more friends do this do that
but it's just too damn hard i feel like dying everyday
not to exaggerate, but i cry everyday every night and until now i still can't stop when evening reach and the sky starts to turn dark i just get so sad
life is so miserable here
living in a different country with 5 hours of time gap and 10 hours of flight
just by thinking of the 12395848892 miles i feel like banging wall
現在寧願媽媽每天在耳邊嘮叨，也不要老師每天說晚安早安
寧願住在環境不是很漂亮的地方，也不願住在環境美卻沒人情味的地方
寧願天天悶在房間看戲，也不願下town shopping
我每天每日都很想念家
離開了，才發現媽媽煮的東西多麼好吃
才知道遇到真心朋友多麼珍貴
才知道有人保護多麼難得
才知道這種離開家裡的悲傷感
i wanna go home
