Wednesday, 10 December 2014

2014


2014 has been the most exciting yet meaningful year ever despite that we had spm
as you can see, i came back and attended a new school which i didn't had the chance to blog about it at all but nevertheless it was definitely the best school i've ever been.

i've met new friends, new teachers, new environment which was a huge difference compare to my old school back then.
not saying that it was bad and all but the studying environment itself does makes a big contrast

big thanks to everyone who helped me especially my fab girls who gave me all the support and love. you guys made my last year of high school so memorable.

this post is basically the summary of 2014 which i don't think will be very long? since i'm not a pro in elaborating each and every event

so in (march?) i took a flight back to Malaysia and i was so desperate to come back without even worrying bout the MH370 incident until i got on the plane.
i swear it was the worse 12 hours of my life
constant turbulence made me felt like puking so badly

my first test was a month after i came back and i was so stress. never in my life i felt so stress bout my studies (well you should know if we were friends since form1)
but if it wasn't for the tensed environment i might still be chilling around.

during mid June, we were so lucky to be chosen as one of the PC finalists for modern dancing. 



(credits to Mr.Pang)

most of the events that i went were either school's or fab's party
so July we celebrated mingxuan's birthday


7/10 of fab but it was indeed a successful surprise party ^____^

actually i can't really remember which comes first but anyway
Melati's Raya open house was the bomb, heard that she always host awesome parties and this year was her raya open house!

although i was late on that day and only manage to stay for half an hour but it was still fun! the food was so awesome especially the desserts *inserts heart-eyes emoji



5A class photo 


pretty Melati and sweaty me cause it was so hot on that day

when we were in the midst of preparing for trial2, one of my cousins held his wedding at Penang and it definitely was the happiest and most fun wedding i've ever been to


so basically my life before exam was just school tuition sleep and repeat


last lab with Ms Stella our chem teacher


had our spm photoshoot & paggie holding her book in every picture


post exam party / bbq party at paggie's right after their bio paper
party like i didn't had Chinese paper on the first of Dec


& finally get to meet my kelantan gang after 6 months
well the trip wasn't as happy as i thought it would be but nevertheless hanging out with them never failed to make me smile :)


had this famous korean dessert/bingsu at Sunway Pyramid
quite overrated? 


sorry for the low quality pictures cause i'm broke and i can't afford to buy a camera hahahaha


instax selfie fail x3849037901


& last but not least my brother's wedding on the 6th of Dec


had my nails done at a nail parlour near giza 


ending this post with a picture of the teoh sisters. 


Saturday, 15 February 2014

life here is asdfghk


its been a week since i reach this awful place.
i miss my mum, my dad, my sisters and my friends 

i was thinking to update my blog long ago, i didn't even update on my aus trip and life at sg
but i don't fucking have the mood to do anything
i don't even have the mood to play flappy bird now or see vampire diaries
well everybody is calling me to make more friends do this do that
but it's just too damn hard i feel like dying everyday
not to exaggerate, but i cry everyday every night and until now i still can't stop when evening reach and the sky starts to turn dark i just get so sad

life is so miserable here
living in a different country with 5 hours of time gap and 10 hours of flight
just by thinking of the 12395848892 miles i feel like banging wall

現在寧願媽媽每天在耳邊嘮叨,也不要老師每天說晚安早安
寧願住在環境不是很漂亮的地方,也不願住在環境美卻沒人情味的地方
寧願天天悶在房間看戲,也不願下town shopping

我每天每日都很想念家
離開了,才發現媽媽煮的東西多麼好吃
才知道遇到真心朋友多麼珍貴
才知道有人保護多麼難得
才知道這種離開家裡的悲傷感






i wanna go  home